Yes, it’s true. I’ve decided that I needed a roommate after all. I missed having someone around. Someone to have dinner with. Someone to talk to. Someone to watch movies with. Someone with a bell around their neck…
Ok, so my roommate has four legs and a collar (which she’s been trying desperately for the past hour to forcibly remove…). She’s a little black kitten, approximately 9-10 weeks old and very energetic for the moment. She’s playing with everything she can get her paws on including my computer cables. I mentioned to a friend that I was looking to find this type of companionship and he mentioned that she was available. Her new name is Artemis. So she’s not exactly goddess of the hunt… but she’ll do. Pictures to come when she calms down a bit and lets me within five feet of her.
I have realized I am different. I am not the same Veronika that I was six months ago. Or maybe I am, but I’m more me than I think I have ever been. I have been terrified of life and everything that has been happening around me. I’ve made some of the hardest decisions of my life up to this point. And I am stronger. I’m still scared, but I’ve reached that point where everything in my life is a path that I can either chose to walk down or let slip by.
What brought me to this? I realized I’m done waiting. I can’t sit around and let things come to me. If I want something I have to make the decision to go after it. What’s the worst that can happen? If I don’t get it, it wasn’t meant to be. I’ve moped and wallowed and pined long enough. I will no longer allow other people’s opinions to influence my own. I have met some great, fabulous people who I would otherwise not and I am better for it. And all because I decided to JUST BE ME. And they like it! Imagine that. I am more myself than I have ever been. I am smart, funny, assertive, outspoken, and interesting. And NONE of those are bad things. I love this person. Where the hell has she been?
GOD Wendy is such a tiger in the bedroom. She loves being in charge of her man and tearing him apart in the bedroom. GRRR!
WATCH HER EAT HIM ALIVE HERE.
I could dive into my pussy right now… I think I’m going to have to take a masturbating break right about now.
DAMN!
